I'll never go see a dactor again -.-

!warning huge rant ahead!



they just treatm e like a dumb little child who's just overreacting or lying. and aparently its not as bad as i make it out to be even though i was in horrible pain just a day ago and just wanted to know why. also it seems everything was my own damn fault and im way too fat anyways so its no wonder my foot hurts eventhought i've been this way for year and never had anyproblems.
then she just continues to make me and my mother feel bad and embarassed just gives us a bunch of medicin i have to take now...
oh and aparently i have athma too or something and thats the reason i've been feeling sick lately!!
and eventhough i told her about the horrible pain in my eye she concludes that its nothing to worry about without even taking a closer look! simply by judging from looking at it from about 1 meter away >.>
and the pain in my ear ? oh thats just from my blocked nose and nothing else.
and the pain in my ears was the one thing that really made me wanna go to the doctor because eversince i was little i've had huge problems with them! once my fucking eardrum tore after my ears hurt for about a week wich also caused me to black out (i woke up next to the toilet since i was in the bathroom at that time)
and when we went to the doctor then she got legitematlx scared when she looked in my eye...
so it would be absolutely understandable that i wanted to check if somethings from with my ears before its too late like it was all the other times in the past, right ?!!

but nooo im just overreacting and its really nothing and she wouldn't ecen belive my mother that my ear infection or whatever never hurt as much as they should and when i was a little kid they didn't even hurt at all so we always went to the doctor too late! but all this doctor did was laugh at my mother when she told her that >.<

isn't it wonderful that doctors are supposed to help you and make you feel better, but most of them turn out to be assholes that make you feel like shit ?